summer paradise

Oh, Oh
Take me back, take me back
Oh yeah
Back to summer paradise

My heart is sinking
As I'm lifting up
Above the clouds away from you
And I can't believe I'm leaving
Oh I don't kno-kno-know what I'm gonna do

But someday
I will find my way back
To where your name
Is written in the sand

Cause I remember every sunset
I remember every word you said
We were never gonna say goodbye
Singing la-da-da-da-da

Tell me how to get back to
Back to summer paradise with you
And I'll be there in a heartbeat
Oh-oh
I'll be there in a heartbeat
Oh-oh

(Tell 'em)

My soul is broken
Streets are frozen
I can't stop these feelings melting through

And I'd give away a thousand days, oh
Just to have another one with you

What'd you say

Well real life can wait
(it can wait)
We're crashing like waves
(uh-huh)
We're playing in the sand
(me and you)
Holding your hand

Cause I remember every sunset
I remember every word you said
We were never gonna say goodbye
Singing la-da-da-da-da

Tell me how to get back to
Back to summer paradise with you
And I'll be there in a heartbeat
Oh-oh
I'll be there in a heartbeat
Oh-oh

Yeah I remember sunny mornings
And summer evenings
Now you're not next to me
And I am freezing
Was it real?
Oh baby, tell me, was I dreaming?
How can you show me paradise,
When I'm leaving?

Now my heartbeat is sinking
Hope's shrinking
When I try to speak no words
Lip-syncing
Hope this is not just wishful thinking
Tell me that you care
And I'll be there in a heartbeat

Someday
I will find my way back
To where your name
Is written in the sand

Yeah, yeah, yeah, let's go

Cause I remember every sunset
I remember every word you said
We were never gonna say goodbye
Singing la-da-da-da-da

Tell me how to get back to
Back to summer paradise with you
And I'll be there in a heartbeat

I remember when we first kissed
How I didn't wanna leave your lips
And how I've never ever felt so high
Singing La-da-da-da-da

Tell me how to get back to
Back to summer paradise with you
And I'll be there in a heartbeat
Oh-oh
I'll be there in a heartbeat
(summer paradise)
Oh-oh
I'll be there in a heartbeat

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buat nginget ini aku ga keberatan buat buka chat history kita lagi, ngebaca ulang. senyum masih tersungging di wajahku walaupun nyatanya aku udah ga ngerasain kehadiran kamu lagi.

9 november 2012: 1.20.35
20 november 2012: 1.24.49 (dini hari)
20 november 2012: 2.12.39 (malam)
22 november 2012: 3.22.51
29 november 2012 1.27.21

akhirnya aku catat juga durasi kamu nelpon, jadi aku ga perlu takut bakal kehilangan chat history itu kalo udah lewat dari masanya :) di tanggal 22, durasi yang paling lama, dan disana aku ngedengerin kamu nyanyi. thank you. and one of the song you sang is Summer Paradise.

keinget kalo kamu bilang: 'rap nya bagus nih lam. kamu suka ga?' aku bilang suka dari seberang telepon: 'suka' kamu tau kenapa aku suka? karna kamu yang nyanyiin, karna kamu bikin aku senyum senyum selama kamu nyanyi. sesederhana itu.

aku inget banget lagu pertama yang kamu nyanyiin itu wont go home without you, she will be loved, science and faith, nothing, how, a thousand years, i'm yours, if i aint got you, if you're not the one, for the first time, the man who cant be moved, dan terakhir lagu ini: summer paradise.

kamu perlu tau, walopun semuanya cuma memori indah dan kamu udah ga ada disini lagi, di hati. kalo di pikiran jangan tanya, dia yang nyuruh aku buat kembali ngerasain rasa suka. jadi maklum aja kalo si pikiran masih ngelist kamu di daftar pertama hal yang diinget tiap aku bangun dan jadi list terakhir sebelum aku terlelap. sedangkan di hati, udah make no sense for it.

aku bersyukur, kamu pernah ada. pernah ada membantuku bangun dari keterpurukan. pernah ada menghidupkan cahaya hatiku lagi. dan yang terpenting pernah ada nemenin bikin tugas tengah malam disaat deadline lagi ga nyante. lumayan worth it lah.. ;)