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Saturday 16 September 2017

Begin Again

Begin Again

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And it comes the time when you dont want to trust anybody but yourself again. It hurts you know, when you put your trust on someone, you laid happiness on them, and all that they ever do is break your happiness into a million pieces.

And then it comes the time when i saw their face, i think about another stranger. I feel like i never know them. How could i was with them?


How?
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Wednesday 6 September 2017

Dany Juhandi

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That night (Sept 5th), i was asking Pak Dan about what we wore in our very first met. But suddenly the call ended before i get his answer because the paketan nelfon habis (yha, that's a problem of LDR life).

You know, i like to flashback things which happened in my life. To remember myself to always be grateful in what i have today.

And pak dan, this is the document that i have before i met you. I wore this dark gray cardigan, black jeans, and sandals. And you wore short pants (not a kind that used by cabe cabean), jacket (i forget it was jeans, light gray, or dark gray). It was March 9th, 2016. After we saw solar eclipse in different places.



And today, i'm so grateful that a year right after that day you're mine. Sounds cheesy, right? But i'm more cheesy when i remember we're going to meet in the end of the year. TEARSSSS. MASIH LAMA.

I recall this. We've not talking about funny things and flashback after a long time. You're too busy with your job. Talking non sense like "i'm tired" or "i have so many tasks that never done". The words that i dont like that much but i keep listening to them because i want you to know that i'll always be there for you even in your hardest day. Yes, i do and i will.

Life is never easy, i know. But that's how to achieve "the next level" of our lives. You said "kamu ga tau gimana pahitnya hidup aku". I know, even i've never been there. When you told me about your life story, i dont want you to carry it alone. I want you to share it with me. To share how tough your life is. And i'm a proud girlfriend because you're the most passionate man i've ever known. You're passionate in what you have, in what you'll achieve, and it's so unstoppable. And i want to be unstoppable with you in a lot of ways.

I wont stop telling you that i'm so grateful and thankful to have you. Let's walk into infinity step. Just me and you. And our future children.
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